Why do I Wonder

Sometimes, I sit up at night and ask myself " Why do I Wonder "

I don't ask for much, I never have. I'm a simple, hard working kind of guy but it just seems to be getting harder and harder to make a living.

A  few years ago, I stopped fishing at at Swanswater because I couldn't afford to pay the fishery prices. Then I stopped going out in the boat because I couldn't afford the cost of diesel to take it out. Then I sold my Canadian canoe to pay some bill's.

Where will this all end.